Died:  August 2007
Norfolk, Virginia

Buried: 25 August 2007
Garden of the Pines Pet Cemetery
Virginia Beach, Virginia

You have been such a big part of my life these past nine and half years. But that dreaded day has come where I have had to lose you. At the time you came into my life I had just lost my beloved Poochie and knew that no one could ever take his place. I didn't even think your big brother Spunky would be very accepting of you. You my sweet girl proved us wrong and in no time you gave so much love and sweetness that I could not even think of you not ever being part of my life.

I still remember the day I first met you. I will never know why I picked that day to go to the pound and was assured in my mind that I was just looking. As I passed your cage you looked at me and at that moment you chose me to be your owner. I am not sure what happened but a connection was formed and I never had a doubt you would not be going home with me. As I already said I had your big brother Spunky in my life, and so soon after losing Poochie, I certainly didn't think I would connect so easily with another dog. And yet, I did. How could I have resisted falling for those big brown eyes which stared right back at me? From that moment on, I knew you were special. Your name at that time was Styx. I felt you were too much of a lady for that kind of name and soon changed it to Amber.

Right now, when I think back on all the years, it all seems too brief. I want to thank you for all the times you were there for me... how you comforted me through all the bad and sad times, how you kept me warm through cold nights by snuggling up to me, how you happily greeted me as I walked through the door, how you shivered in delight as I scratched your belly and best of all, how you unconditionally loved me with all your heart. You gave me more unconditional love than I could have ever hoped for from another person.

Through your life there was times that you were seriously ill. The last time you were in the hospital for two weeks. I know what torture that was for you and if I did not bring you home I know you would have died. You clearly always wanted to be home where you belonged. Your passing was very sudden and not expected. When I got the call I was ten minutes from getting home from work. How I wish you could have held on till I got there but I know you could not help it. I want to reassure you that I loved you and would do anything and pay any price to keep you with us as long as you comfortably could. When you died my world grew colder and not as bright. I couldn't believe you were gone. I sobbed so much because I have lost one of the best friends I will ever have.

Thank you my sweet Amber for being a part of my life and for making it richer for almost ten years. I love you and now, I miss you so much. You have left a void in my heart that will never be filled and your death has taken a part of my soul that can never be replaced.

I know that my day to leave this earth is coming. I know that on that day you will be there to meet me on the rainbow bridge. But until then, I will continue to celebrate your time with us and share what you have taught me back here. Thank you for all the love, compassion, laughter, and life you gave me. You will always be my "Amber Girl Sweetie".

I Love you,
Your Daddy